all blame laid on me again! am i that bungling in your eyes?! i’m just so tired listening to all accusations of misdeed thrown to me as if my real fault! can’t you see how painful your words are?! it did crushed my heart! knowing myself, although im so passive almost my whole life and doesn’t have broad experiences as you have since i’m way younger than you are, this i proudly tell you: i know how to accept mistake if its truly my fault! that’s not a hard thing for me to do so long im the real one held responsible for it! please don’t blame everything to me and put me down with those hurtful words! what’s worst is you’re just so dear to me that i can’t answer you back! arguing with you just hurt me even more! defending myself might offend you! so kindly watch your words, i don’t want to hurt you and i don’t want to hate you!