it’s still 2 in the afternoon yet the surrounding is slowly getting dim and dimmer until a heavy downpour came.. it is a relentless rain as if heaven is so mad! the cold weather and the strong wind that enters my room gives me the feeling of laziness having a sluggish body that doesn’t want to respond to even just a simple act of picking up my teddy that fell from my bed.. the obvious sound of the rain falling on our rooftop is just so annoying, i could really feel heaven and nature’s anger! lol! how i wish this cold weather is not tailed by this frightening rain; it could be better if this perfect chillness around is along with just a gentle rain.. that would really be a great feeling — embracing the cold wind as it blows, lying in my bed, playing soft music, relaxing and eventually letting go of the emotions and worries inside, so carefree! but ei, kindly knock my head off, i’m kinda daydreaming here! oh God, just give us a gentle rain for now!