as im pressing every character’s key in this keyboard to form a word, a sentence, tears roll down my cheeks uncontrollably and my eyes are obviously swollen.. im a bit pissed but more of hurt.. again, i’ve heard a word thrown directly from a dear’s mouth — it hurts not only me, i know! how much prayer will it take to touch you and somehow make you realize how much pain your words caused me, or did you even care for my feelings?! you may think i’m naive but you just don’t know how affected i am with your words that are slowly killing me inside.. hearing those words, i felt so useless, so stupid as if im a nobody to you! is it too much to ask for a little respect from you, atleast as a person?
again i tell you, be careful with your words, you might hurt others or others might hate you! i’m running out of control so please before i do things i might regret, think first before you talk! words are such a big deal for me ‘coz you’re hitting me emotionally.. believe it or not, i would prefer you hitting me physically than degrading me emotionally! physical wounds are easy to heal but wounded heart feeling uncared is so hard to cure.. don’t worry, i can still take the pain for now, i’ll keep this in silent curing the pain by myself!
