August 2009

So Yesterday (Hillary Duff)

You can change your life – if you wanna
You can change your clothes – if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that’s the way it goes

But I’m gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat – cause I wanna
They look good on me
You’re never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today

If it’s over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I’m just a bird that’s already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven’t you heard that I’m gonna be okay

You can say you’re bored – if you wanna
You can act real tough – if you wanna
You can say you’re torn
But I’ve heard enough

Thank you… you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn’t gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today


If you’re over me, I’m already over you
If it’s all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I’m a step ahead
If you’re moving on, I’m already gone
If the light is off then it isn’t on
At least not today, not today, not today

[Chorus 2X]


i’m now putting a PERIOD to what was then — goodbye yesterdays! :D


i am so happy! august 21, 2009 — today marks our day and i finally have you.. :)

“things are shaping up to be pretty odd” — that’s one of my favorite lines from PATD’s That Green Gentleman song.. and now, understanding the lyric, it seems that line best describes how i see things happening in my life now – SO ODD! people are really unusual these days and i don’t like it.. they make me feel as if i’ve done something wrong and i even don’t have a clue what it is.. huhu.. don’t like this feeling! negative thoughts are playing in my mind.. i’m thinking of apologizing even if i don’t know what i’ll be apologizing for.. i always want to have an assurance that i’m okay with them, that there’s no cold air between us — that we’re getting along well; but what you’re doing now makes it hard for me to reach out.. what’s the matter with you? with us? i wanna know! :(